The Road to Bryton - Day 2
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
Again this morning there was no real movement. Maybe some slight movements but nothing
major. I kept telling myself that it was
normal; she is getting ready to be born.
I went in to see my OBGYN, she shared with me that she was frustrated
the hospital had not called her while I was there the day before. She told me to be very forceful the next time
I go into labor and delivery; I had to force them to call her. I promised her I would. I shared with her that the baby was still not
moving very much if at all. She checked
on the baby’s heart rate, it was actually higher than the day before, and the
baby moved when she felt around to see if she was engaged, which she still was.
Everything was looking good and my anxiety lowered. We talked about how at my next appointment,
in a week, we would set my induction date. On my way to work I called my
husband and told him everything was fine and that the baby’s heart rate was
back where it normally was.
Looking back I wish I had a recording of Bryton’s fetal
heartbeat. This day was the last time I
heard it. For my husband it was the day
before. This was our 4th
pregnancy together and my 5th.
I was totally fine going to all my appointments on my own. If I could go back in time, I would always
have my husband with me. You never know
when a life might end.
Labels: angel baby, angels, beyond the veil, Bryton, Elizabeth, fetal heartbeat, hope, infant loss, journey, no heartbeat, no movement, reduced fetal movement, stillbirth, stillborn, stillborn baby
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